Teen Stuff ew.

Sometimes I really wish I could just "un meet" someone,and other times I think getting to know that person is the best thing that has ever happened to me. These mood swings are basically what happens when you have a crush.And unfortunately,as of now,Iam stuck in there too.Like,really,what am I doing?
According to my observations there three type of crushes -
1. The celebrity crush kind
2. The not-so-sure kind
3. The full on iam-in-love kind.
 these can be stages of having a crush or just different types of them depends on the situation.
1. The celebrity crush kind is basically when you find someone really attractive.You dont know them but yeah,you like them.
2. The not-

Daydreams..

I day dream,ask anyone ,friends,family or even my teachers.Getting lost into daydreams is one thing I love doing,and thats where I find hidden ideas for my stories. But I wonder,how cool is it of the human  mind to completely submerge themselves in another reality. Like we are living it.The same is with books,you LIVE the character's life.You forget who you are and you feel what the character feels .                                                                                                     Its weird,like maybe you' re thinking about what if you went to "that party".You think about what you would wear,how you would communicate with other humans around and what all MIGHT happen.  All of that is in our mind,just in the grey matter stuffed into our head.What if these versions you create of  your life are actually there?Like some other you is living them somewhere in the universe?Living what you dream.
Or maybe not.But its still intriguing how we make ourselves feel and almost experience things that haven't even happened. Like we can imagine the sensations,the feelings,our own thoughts! Our ability to make ourselves feel something completely different then whats actually happening in your reality right now makes yourself question whats actually what we call "reality" ?
Like when you are in a dream you dont know you are dreaming.Well thats the case most of the time.And sometimes even I recall some past incident and I realize iam not sure whether its a memory or did I just THINK about that moment happening in my life so vividly that I cant even differentiate between reality and my own thoughts.
Doesn't this make you think?That maybe this moment right now,isn't real?

So..Orange Shoes,huh? 

Now,you see,Iam a normal teenage girl.And like a normal teenage girl,I have crushes.Some serious (that is mistaken for "true love") and some just..bleh kind.I have a very serious  crush on this guy,whom I have named orange shoes for some ..ahem..reasons. (they may seem obvious ,but trust me you are not even close)
Anyway,aside from all this crap,I want to write. I have ideas for books,and  other crazy thoughts. Sometimes they are really messed up so read at your own risk.
I love music.Like,love it a lot.I listen to some specific songs to make myself feel better. I dont like emo songs cause they make me feel down,but sometimes even I indulge in them. A single beat or a song can affect my mood drastically. One of the biggest reasons I like Orange Shoes? He gives me the perfect songs for every mood.
Next come books.Well I read when I want to take my mind off something,anything. And it helps,seriously.
And yeah I like food,everyone likes food.